Once broken difficult to repair , be it ♥ or trust! Explaining it is a superb piece of writing written & Shared with us by : Anandita Syal! Applause!!
"I'm sure everyone of you reading this must have gone through something or the other mentioned in this or felt some emotion mentioned here. I'm sure you all can somewhere or the other relate to it. I know its long, but then feelings can't be measured, can it? :)"
It doesn’t make sense,
When a heart breaks.
It doesn’t make noise,
When a heart cries.
I gave you a piece of me,
But you crushed it.
And I know loving you,
Was such a sin.
Guess you were busy,
Flirting around with girls.
While I sat there,
Believing you were faithful.
Knew that letting you in,
Could ruin everything.
Even still,
I let it begin.
But you never loved,
Nor could ever,
‘Cause for you it was about THAT,
Which I don’t offer.
You knew I could’ve bled,
Just to make you happy.
And you knew it was wrong,
To treat me that way.
I know you lied and you cheated,
And sure as hell,
Someone like you,
Doesn’t even deserve my hatred.
Can I love again?
Even I don’t know…
Can you heal the pain?
Which you gave why I don’t know…
I want you to leave,
My thoughts n’ and me forever,
And just so you know,
I’m a lot braver.
Thought life without you,
Was so much impossible.
But even in impossible,
I M Possible.
And I regret,
That I kissed you,
I used to miss you,
But now,
I have learned to live without you.
You were a pain in lover’s disguise,
I regret not takin’ down her advice.
She warned, “He’d break your heart.”
But I was blind,
By the darkness of your lies,
Wasn’t willing to apart.
And I hurt her,
‘Cause of you,
Dear if you’re reading this,
You know I’m sorry.
I could shout out loud,
That I loved you,
But I’m proud,
That I let you go.
‘Cause you don’t deserve me.
Why did you cry,
When I asked for breakup?
Why did you lie,
When I asked if you’re serious?
I get angry,
When I see you enjoy,
‘Cause you’re the reason,
Why my heart aches.
Does my thought,
Ever cross your mind?
Your love for me,
Will I ever find?
And sadly I know,
That the answer is no.
But I won’t complain,
‘Cause its life,
And it’s never fair.
You didn’t make me cold,
But stronger…
You didn’t make me cautious,
But wiser…
You didn’t make me lose,
But a winner.
Even though I lost love,
Made mistakes,
Can’t trust again,
Knowing this pain won’t go away,
I have survived alone,
‘Cause I had the will,
So I found the way.
And I walk down the aisle,
Thinkin’ of a confrontation,
Do I really need it?
Or is it the thought of meeting you again?
And I sit there on the bench,
Confused,
And when I think of us,
I’m amused.
The way you pulled my leg,
The way you held my hand,
And when I was dying without you,
You couldn’t care less.
You made me lose my best friend,
You broke something,
Which can never be mend.
I swore to marry,
Anyone but you.
But I thank god,
That this dream will never come true.
‘Cause I would’ve regretted it, I know.
I wish you knew,
How much I loved you,
What you missed,
And what you’ll regret.
I thought you loved me the way I was,
But for you, I was a pet to tame,
A fact hard to accept,
But again you’re at loss.
He (Dad) told you to back off,
And you slipped away,
‘Cause for you it was just,
An excuse to get away.
And every night,
I cried myself to sleep.
The cuts you gave,
Were just too deep.
And for you now I don’t,
Feel anything,
And I wish a medicine,
Could heal everything.
"I'm sure everyone of you reading this must have gone through something or the other mentioned in this or felt some emotion mentioned here. I'm sure you all can somewhere or the other relate to it. I know its long, but then feelings can't be measured, can it? :)"
It doesn’t make sense,
When a heart breaks.
It doesn’t make noise,
When a heart cries.
I gave you a piece of me,
But you crushed it.
And I know loving you,
Was such a sin.
Guess you were busy,
Flirting around with girls.
While I sat there,
Believing you were faithful.
Knew that letting you in,
Could ruin everything.
Even still,
I let it begin.
But you never loved,
Nor could ever,
‘Cause for you it was about THAT,
Which I don’t offer.
You knew I could’ve bled,
Just to make you happy.
And you knew it was wrong,
To treat me that way.
I know you lied and you cheated,
And sure as hell,
Someone like you,
Doesn’t even deserve my hatred.
Can I love again?
Even I don’t know…
Can you heal the pain?
Which you gave why I don’t know…
I want you to leave,
My thoughts n’ and me forever,
And just so you know,
I’m a lot braver.
Thought life without you,
Was so much impossible.
But even in impossible,
I M Possible.
And I regret,
That I kissed you,
I used to miss you,
But now,
I have learned to live without you.
You were a pain in lover’s disguise,
I regret not takin’ down her advice.
She warned, “He’d break your heart.”
But I was blind,
By the darkness of your lies,
Wasn’t willing to apart.
And I hurt her,
‘Cause of you,
Dear if you’re reading this,
You know I’m sorry.
I could shout out loud,
That I loved you,
But I’m proud,
That I let you go.
‘Cause you don’t deserve me.
Why did you cry,
When I asked for breakup?
Why did you lie,
When I asked if you’re serious?
I get angry,
When I see you enjoy,
‘Cause you’re the reason,
Why my heart aches.
Does my thought,
Ever cross your mind?
Your love for me,
Will I ever find?
And sadly I know,
That the answer is no.
But I won’t complain,
‘Cause its life,
And it’s never fair.
You didn’t make me cold,
But stronger…
You didn’t make me cautious,
But wiser…
You didn’t make me lose,
But a winner.
Even though I lost love,
Made mistakes,
Can’t trust again,
Knowing this pain won’t go away,
I have survived alone,
‘Cause I had the will,
So I found the way.
And I walk down the aisle,
Thinkin’ of a confrontation,
Do I really need it?
Or is it the thought of meeting you again?
And I sit there on the bench,
Confused,
And when I think of us,
I’m amused.
The way you pulled my leg,
The way you held my hand,
And when I was dying without you,
You couldn’t care less.
You made me lose my best friend,
You broke something,
Which can never be mend.
I swore to marry,
Anyone but you.
But I thank god,
That this dream will never come true.
‘Cause I would’ve regretted it, I know.
I wish you knew,
How much I loved you,
What you missed,
And what you’ll regret.
I thought you loved me the way I was,
But for you, I was a pet to tame,
A fact hard to accept,
But again you’re at loss.
He (Dad) told you to back off,
And you slipped away,
‘Cause for you it was just,
An excuse to get away.
And every night,
I cried myself to sleep.
The cuts you gave,
Were just too deep.
And for you now I don’t,
Feel anything,
And I wish a medicine,
Could heal everything.
